1.
We learnt something about human
behavior that day. You feel sad when your friend fails. But when your friend succeed
you’ll feel even more sad –3 Idiots–
It’s just that I always get
everybody’s attention probably since the very first time I enter this world.
That’s why any creature on this earth that doesn’t give a damn on me needs to
be vanquished. And trust me this isn’t nice. I don’t celebrate my friends’
success. I weep when someone could make a better orange juice than me. I say
‘I’m sorry to hear that’ to someone but somehow my heart smile. That’s evil and
disgusting.
2.
Nothing more precious than a
friendship that endures.
–Mary Alice Young–
I agree. I just lost a
girlfriend. My mistake. She said she was relieving that she can find new
friends to replace the old ones. And it broke my heart. I really don’t wanna be
just somebody she used to know. I once called her a couple of days ago and the
conversation just went not quite as usual.
3.
Never Extend Any Errors
I quote that from Om Felix. He
said that that is the main ingredient if you want to have a long lasting
relationship. And I don’t do such a thing like that. I extend every error. Every
tiny little flaw my partner did. I close my eyes with one flaw that I couldn’t
see thousands of amazing things he has ever done for me. I remember when he cancelled
our appointment to go to this new laundry around the neighborhood every single
second I have with him, but I totally forget when he made me bread toast and
put it on my office desk for my Monday breakfast, when he instantly slid down
from his floor to mine to bring me mineral water and tissue because I just
texted him that my floor has ran out of water and toilet paper, when he calls
and just made my day. And I am totally a b***h for that. I’m deeply sorry.
4.
When it comes to relationship I
don’t enter it. I’m riding it.
–Lynette Scavo–
I do that. I’m a control freak.
And unfortunately for my partner I bring that bad habit along with me on a
relationship. That God may help him when he’s having a disagreement with me. I
get ballistic whenever my desire isn’t being fulfilled. And I don’t even bother
to listen to what he wants when it’s not what I want.
5.
Money can’t buy happiness, but
it can buy you a very nice pair of shoes that will make you happy. –Some commercial in a shopping arcade–
Couldn’t agree more!!!
I’m
not proud of THIS part of myself –I mean except quote number 5 of course– And I’m
sorry for everyone that has passed with this shape of Maria. I truly am.
Now
I realize that I’m not the only citizen of this planet; that I live with and
will surely need someone else; that I would like to see happiness in the eyes
of someone I love and not just the ‘you gotta be kidding me’ kind of look. There’s
just so many great things people have generously do for me, which bring joy and
things I need –even when it’s just a warm nice giant fat comforting bear hug– I
thank you all. Just wish me luck on this transformation will you. :D
-maria-
