12.29.2011

I Miss You, You, and You...

The 1st you:
There stands a not so tall-warm eyes-nice buts-good sense of humor-not so handy man who always text me every single morning with exactly the same ‘have a nice working day and don’t forget your vitamins’ messages, looks like a cute koala when he sleeps. He who always gets on my nerves whenever I call him to share my stories since he always cut my line up with his own bunch of stories. He who creatively find millions of reasons to disagree with my decision of leaving and replace my position as his daughter with a cute puppy. He who always needs to pee before leaving home for any reasons. He who never hugs or hold my hand whenever we cross the street. He who thinks that a man would never get old. He who I love the most. He who loves me a lot. He who always stands on my back and always is there whenever I need anything. Him to whom I call Dad.

The 2nd you:
If I’m asked to give name to a creature who:
1.    Never stops talking
2.    Is hygiene freak
3.    Have a really amusing sound of laughing
4.    Needs to summon 600 times about exactly one damn same instruction
5.    Own extra ordinary power to still yell at anything even after cleaning the house for like million times
6.    Could easily make friends with anyone she meet
7.    Comments a lot
8.    Always say ‘I’m fine’ even when she’s not
9.    Is the truest friend you could ever had
10. Become a place to seek when you disagree with your Dad.

I would name it a mom. I would name it MY mom.

The 3rd you:
We share the same Mom and Dad, we also share the same first name, but we are sharing nothing else in common. We’re not twins. She’s 5 years younger than I am. She’s diligent, I’m not. She’s pretty, and I’m prettier :p - She picks black for her nail polish, I choose transparent. She’s enjoying wearing miniskirts and shorts; I am struggling to enjoy it. She’s clumsy, I’m not –I’m not right?–. She choose skulls miniature for her earring and I prefer something simple. She’s funny and I’m funnier –this is my blog, so please just shut up–; under the Chinese zodiac I am a mouse and she is a snake (I am the prey and she’s the predator - IMAGINE THAT!!!); she always brighten my gloomy days with her own ways.

So I spent this Christmas without these creatures called family and it was miserable. I didn’t hear laugh – not even mine–. I didn’t eat Christmas cookies – as an AT ALL –. I didn’t taste my mom’s Christmas dish. I didn’t get my dad’s Christmas bear hug. I miss you all so damn much.



xoxo                                                                            



Maria