When you're thrown feet away to the core of the earth you'll be at the core of the earth. That's how the gravity works. But not for me.
I'm done with tears. Done with blaming others. I've taken my time to grieve. I know anger won't change anything. Not even a bit. No matter how much I say the F word to the F people, I know it won't change anything. It won't change the decision, it won't even change the tiny useless brain of theirs. The only thing that will be changed is just me. Become worst. I don't wanna fill my life with anger -I'm already full with anger by default- This is not a bad luck. This is also not a bad story of life of mine. This is my destiny though, and it's just another chapter of my life. A chapter that will lead me to another greater story..once my friend wrote when you can't see the bright side, polish the dull side. I'll do that. No matter how easy it's gonna be. I'm not gonna let them win. This is not my fault. I don't deserve this. So I will show them the way I play this game.
I'm fine now. I know I will..if this year is really not my year...then next year is gonna be mine..
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